Mother says I am in crisis. That may be true, because I have no appetite. I only have no appetite when people die or I stumble upon meth labs, or other really freakish nightmares befall me. These things happen from time to time.
I am going to tantalize you with the gut wrenching effects of said crisis without revealing the details. That should be maddening. It's just that publishing the details of this may not be the wisest course of action. You'll have to pray for me and wonder.
I almost cried today in Wal-Mart. The flat tire that I got yesterday could not be repaired on account of it was totally bald. This meant that I had to purchase 2 tires unexpectedly. So I smiled, like it was no big deal, and I wrote a check. It's things like that which could throw a girl over the edge.
I feel like a magician's assistant. You know the Vanna White types, up on stage, whose job it is to make the Magician look good? Well, there I am. I have no idea what the Magician is going to do, but I know its going to be Grand. That, and I know that He won't hurt me. But I have no idea what is going to happen, nor how He is going to display His Power. The Magician, here, is God. Vanna, then, would be me. (Perhaps that is why God needs me to lose a little weight.)
So, I am trying very hard not to be freaked out.
Under mild stress, I eat. Under major stress, I lose weight.
Please pray for me, and stay tuned. God is about to do something.
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But you are far prettier than Vanna White, so you can take solace in that fact. She looks fake, where as you look like a real person so that should be of at least mild comfort.
P.S. God always works in the last possible second, so don't hold your breath just yet, take a nap instead.
Kelly, you are in my heart. You know that I will be praying. And soon we will be saying, just look at what our amazing God has done!!
Love you,
Praying for you, friend.
I love you.
Jenn, you always say the sweetest things! You are right about God taking His Sweet Time on these things. I am trying very hard to relax and not panic.
Yvonne, I am glad that you will be praying. You are for sure one of God's Favorites, so I know He'll listen to you! Thank you.
Cathy, I am so glad that you love me. I quite count on it, you know. It's one of those things in my life that brings me joy. I love you, too!
I so lucky to have such wonderful friends!
the other day my dog got a 3 inch slash down the middle of her chest on barbed wire in the empty lot next door. It was 11 pm, she's bleeding, kids freaking. My "mother" instint took over. I ran for a needle & thread, peroxide, a shot of tequila (for the dog) and I was ready to do surgery when my husband said, "NOOO, you can't sew up the dog!!"
Well, what choice did i have? Let it bleed all over my carpet??
He made me take her to the vet. You heard me. The emergency room vet.
$600 later I was crying.
I feel your pain about the tires.
paj
You have my prayers Kelly! Hang in there and never doubt for a minute God will meet your needs!
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